Sorry I admit that my emotions attacked again, but still I find that I can't swallow it at all.
I was like a wronged, innocent child who can't do anything but just keep the pain inside.
When I bought something for you, I'm not expecting you to flatter me or praise me or what, but at least you feel grateful for the giving. Ello please la, people purposely bought for you with a piece of kindness but you guys seemed to act like you don't even give a fuck on that.
Please make it a habit to tell people thank you can or not?
Now I've been blamed for buying the so called "expensive" things. Okay, in two words, I was ripped off.
Instead, according to the expert who usually good at buying top shelf product with low price, I should try to bargain and get discount from the seller.
If look at the hidden meaning from the words came out from the mouths, I was seemed so naive and fool.
"You don't know how to buy la."
"Haiz emo lo you."
To be frank you really think I still care for that extra charged at this moment ke?
Honestly I don't really give a shit on that!
Actually what frustrated me is not because of the extra charge definitely, but is your unthankful attitude and facial expressions. It hurts when people around you don't seem to appreciate your kindness, isn't?
Okay fine, I paid extra money to buy a good lesson this time I think.

Hurting someone can be as easy as throwing a stone into the sea.
But do you have any idea how deep the stone can go my friend?
I really hate that, seriously.
I guess the only reason it hurts so much is because I care.
The moment I begin to care, I would always get hurt.
Yeaa I know it.
Somemore it's so damn ridiculous of how I think I actually mean something important to you but you just turn around and prove that I'm totally wrong.
Sigh!