Sorry I admit that my emotions attacked again, but still I find that I can't swallow it at all.
I was like a wronged, innocent child who can't do anything but just keep the pain inside.
When I bought something for you, I'm not expecting you to flatter me or praise me or what, but at least you feel grateful for the giving. Ello please la, people purposely bought for you with a piece of kindness but you guys seemed to act like you don't even give a fuck on that.
Please make it a habit to tell people thank you can or not?
Now I've been blamed for buying the so called "expensive" things. Okay, in two words, I was ripped off.
Instead, according to the expert who usually good at buying top shelf product with low price, I should try to bargain and get discount from the seller.
If look at the hidden meaning from the words came out from the mouths, I was seemed so naive and fool.
"You don't know how to buy la."
"Haiz emo lo you."
To be frank you really think I still care for that extra charged at this moment ke?
Honestly I don't really give a shit on that!
Actually what frustrated me is not because of the extra charge definitely, but is your unthankful attitude and facial expressions. It hurts when people around you don't seem to appreciate your kindness, isn't?
Okay fine, I paid extra money to buy a good lesson this time I think.

Hurting someone can be as easy as throwing a stone into the sea.
But do you have any idea how deep the stone can go my friend?
I really hate that, seriously.
I guess the only reason it hurts so much is because I care.
The moment I begin to care, I would always get hurt.
Yeaa I know it.
Somemore it's so damn ridiculous of how I think I actually mean something important to you but you just turn around and prove that I'm totally wrong.
Sigh!

I love something, so I set it free.
If it comes back, it's mine.
If it doesn't, it was never meant to be mine.
So the same theory I apply to someone(?) I like.
If you really belongs to me, then you'll come back.
If you don't, you were never meant to be mine.
有时候 顺其自然 你才会知道那件事情值不值得拥有·

最近kick来了 大家都变得很多东西要做
于是 就变成了你忙你的 我做我的
那些以前几乎每天见面的朋友们 虽然我们现在不能尽到朋友的责任
天天玩在一块儿 互相陪伴玩耍
偶尔会觉得有些小难过 各种遗憾 寂寞（?）
但我相信时间和距离不会减灭我们之间的友谊
某些人 不联系 不打扰 只是偶尔的小小想念就好:)
大家 一起加油! 忙完了东西后 我们再一起玩耍吧

1. 亲爱的自己 要学会好好的控制自己的情绪 

谁都不欠你 所以不要随便跟别人发脾气耍性子

你啊 今天就很不乖了

一直起嗔心、烦恼 

这坏习惯真的要改 真的
年轻人 做事可不可以不要那么冲啦!

2. 然后我真的... 真的... 真的很讨厌忽冷忽热的人 太令人郁闷了!
为什么要这样 你说
是不是没人陪你了 是不是没人跟你玩了 是不是你无聊了
然后才会想到我-       -
重点是这已不是第一次了 我已经很显liao

其实已经有很多伤口了 但却还是不断的在受伤.......

忽冷忽热 发烧 头晕 伤风 这些之前统统都好了的
该死的 现在竟然还咳嗽:(
原来病了 才知道其实自己最需要的不是水分 而是CARING
现在特别想家 完全特别够力的想!