雨天。
总是那么澎湃 过后又平静无比
树。
总是那么雄壮 但却在雨后出现懦弱
感情。
也一样一体两面
很多道理其实我都知道 都想真正去兑现 但却常常忽略了它
成长里
常要把这个东西换成那个东西
往往换了之后 那个东西却未必是自己要的 而且也未得自己的允许就被换掉
好想摆脱成长
因为感觉上成长就好像买卖


收音机播出万般无奈的歌曲
心里的遗憾 不停的溢出 似乎再也装不下任何的东西


或许遗憾是无情的成长遗留下来的痕迹吧。

每次起床 一天就过了一半。

过了一半的一天
无论做什么事都是不完美的 欠缺完整
于是
我选择梦游
什么事也不做的一天 是虚度也是荒废
我喜欢这样的自己
偶尔在早晨醒来 我会很高兴
觉得自己很勤劳 那么早就无所事事
我会清醒的做功课 思考 写字 整理 清洗
一天就这样的完美 完整的逝世。

#36 FACTS ABOUT ME

1. A super high forehead and chubby cheeks have always been the most obvious feature on my face. (shy

2. I don't dye my hair and it is naturally brown.

3. I get cold easily even though there is a big layer of fats covering up my stomach. zzz

4. I'm allergic to dust and my nose is extremely sensitive. I sneeze a lot while spring cleaning and even after I wake up. -  -

5. I don't poop everyday. And I won't poop on a strange toilet in an unfamiliar place. (shy again

6. I'm fetish about cleanliness at particular things. Eg beh tahan seeing my hair all over the pillow or the floor and I give extra care for my contact lens.

7. I can't cook, so it is always my turn to wash dishes after every meal. And to be frank, I'm quite enjoy doing it.

8. Having slight obsessive compulsive disorder. Eg always keep my nails short, must empty the Recycle Bin after deleting files, urinating before sleeping is a must to me , beh tahan the sound of scratching head with fingernails WTH!!!

9. Dislike toys especially barbie dolls since I was young. I don't know why. And I guess I won't buy my kids toys too in the future.

10. Stubborn and childish, most of the time. My friends sometimes find me annoying too hahaha!

11 . Have low HAHA point and crying point as I often laugh too much at stupid things but cry easily over little things.

12. Timid and screams so easily. And that's why I always get detested and scolded by my friends around me oops!

13. Have a special liking for eggs, especially soft boiled egg!!! I can never imagine my life without telur.

14. Cannot really eat spicy food, except for KFC chili Thai sauce.

15. Brinjal, bitter gourd and dragon fruit are always my favorite.

16. Beh tahan people who point at others using their chopsticks.

17. Beh tahan any sound while studying, even the tic tac of the clock.

18. Super duper dislike smokers and smokes. And I used to roll my eyes in disgust at those smokers who sit around me at hawker center (oops!

19. Believe in karma. If you do good, it will all return to you one day.

20. Overfond of tiffany blue and white colour.

21. I have two phobias, one of cockroach and the other is ghost.

22. Respect dogs and feel extremely beh tahan when cats touch me with their tails!

23. Punctuality matters a lot to me.

24. Have bad sense of direction.

25. Have been fall in love with Jay Chou since I was Form 2.

26. The first concert I ever attended was Jay Chou and you've no idea how amazing and charming he is!!!

27. Happy being single and independent but not available right now.

28. Pursuit of freedom is so important to me.

30. Simply enjoy being alone and kinda emphasize personal space.

31. Bought an ukulele last month and the first two songs that I learnt were Happy Birthday and Little Stars.

32. Always wanted to backpack travel around India and Tibet one day to experience and witness the best signatures of Buddhism.

33. Must try at least one extreme sport in my lifetimes, eg arghhh bungee jump!

34. Tried out ice skating for the very first time in my life last month. Fell down for N times yet, I haven't had so much fun in a long time.

35. I'm used to cover my friend's face when taking photograph together. (Okay I know it's a bad habit:(

36. Love to do various kind of posing when taking photograph hahaha!