It's always true that there's no need to rush.
What's meant for you always arrive right on time.
If you were meant to have it, then it will come at the right time.
If you rush to attain it before you're ready, for sure you won't keep it long either physically or emotionally.
I wish more people would consider the value of something long awaited when finally obtained.
Patience.
And hard work.
And I wish you understand it.

每当累了 疲倦了
人不由自主地想要逃离
让另一种氛围带给自己安慰 让思绪有一个能够停顿的时空
这时候的自己
会是镜子中所难以想象的
或许存在着让自己看不起的懦弱 或许是凋零后的沉寂的目光
疲惫不堪的行囊拖着灰白的步伐
还是得让自己朝着空中的花园一步一步的前进
弥漫的花香还在等待，
等待心中未完的旅途

雨天。
总是那么澎湃 过后又平静无比
树。
总是那么雄壮 但却在雨后出现懦弱
感情。
也一样一体两面
很多道理其实我都知道 都想真正去兑现 但却常常忽略了它
成长里
常要把这个东西换成那个东西
往往换了之后 那个东西却未必是自己要的 而且也未得自己的允许就被换掉
好想摆脱成长
因为感觉上成长就好像买卖


收音机播出万般无奈的歌曲
心里的遗憾 不停的溢出 似乎再也装不下任何的东西


或许遗憾是无情的成长遗留下来的痕迹吧。

每次起床 一天就过了一半。

过了一半的一天
无论做什么事都是不完美的 欠缺完整
于是
我选择梦游
什么事也不做的一天 是虚度也是荒废
我喜欢这样的自己
偶尔在早晨醒来 我会很高兴
觉得自己很勤劳 那么早就无所事事
我会清醒的做功课 思考 写字 整理 清洗
一天就这样的完美 完整的逝世。

#36 FACTS ABOUT ME

1. A super high forehead and chubby cheeks have always been the most obvious feature on my face. (shy

2. I don't dye my hair and it is naturally brown.

3. I get cold easily even though there is a big layer of fats covering up my stomach. zzz

4. I'm allergic to dust and my nose is extremely sensitive. I sneeze a lot while spring cleaning and even after I wake up. -  -

5. I don't poop everyday. And I won't poop on a strange toilet in an unfamiliar place. (shy again

6. I'm fetish about cleanliness at particular things. Eg beh tahan seeing my hair all over the pillow or the floor and I give extra care for my contact lens.

7. I can't cook, so it is always my turn to wash dishes after every meal. And to be frank, I'm quite enjoy doing it.

8. Having slight obsessive compulsive disorder. Eg always keep my nails short, must empty the Recycle Bin after deleting files, urinating before sleeping is a must to me , beh tahan the sound of scratching head with fingernails WTH!!!

9. Dislike toys especially barbie dolls since I was young. I don't know why. And I guess I won't buy my kids toys too in the future.

10. Stubborn and childish, most of the time. My friends sometimes find me annoying too hahaha!

11 . Have low HAHA point and crying point as I often laugh too much at stupid things but cry easily over little things.

12. Timid and screams so easily. And that's why I always get detested and scolded by my friends around me oops!

13. Have a special liking for eggs, especially soft boiled egg!!! I can never imagine my life without telur.

14. Cannot really eat spicy food, except for KFC chili Thai sauce.

15. Brinjal, bitter gourd and dragon fruit are always my favorite.

16. Beh tahan people who point at others using their chopsticks.

17. Beh tahan any sound while studying, even the tic tac of the clock.

18. Super duper dislike smokers and smokes. And I used to roll my eyes in disgust at those smokers who sit around me at hawker center (oops!

19. Believe in karma. If you do good, it will all return to you one day.

20. Overfond of tiffany blue and white colour.

21. I have two phobias, one of cockroach and the other is ghost.

22. Respect dogs and feel extremely beh tahan when cats touch me with their tails!

23. Punctuality matters a lot to me.

24. Have bad sense of direction.

25. Have been fall in love with Jay Chou since I was Form 2.

26. The first concert I ever attended was Jay Chou and you've no idea how amazing and charming he is!!!

27. Happy being single and independent but not available right now.

28. Pursuit of freedom is so important to me.

30. Simply enjoy being alone and kinda emphasize personal space.

31. Bought an ukulele last month and the first two songs that I learnt were Happy Birthday and Little Stars.

32. Always wanted to backpack travel around India and Tibet one day to experience and witness the best signatures of Buddhism.

33. Must try at least one extreme sport in my lifetimes, eg arghhh bungee jump!

34. Tried out ice skating for the very first time in my life last month. Fell down for N times yet, I haven't had so much fun in a long time.

35. I'm used to cover my friend's face when taking photograph together. (Okay I know it's a bad habit:(

36. Love to do various kind of posing when taking photograph hahaha!

时光匆匆 光阴如梭
倒数9天 就要结束我在KL的实习之旅了
心情倍感交集 挺矛盾的-  -


3个月前 我跳进这个生活圈子；3个月后 我又要跳出去了
感觉上 3个月好像过得很快、很短
像是昨天的事 像是我才刚到KL
更像是我大醉了一场 醒来已经过了3个月
虽然感觉上过得很快 但是又好像已经足够了。
为什么呢?
因为我好像本来就不是这个圈子的人
3个月前跳进来 我成了
一个过客
一个为了不可抗拒的因素才来的旅行者
现在不可抗拒的因素消失了 本当就是我离开的时候


人家说天下无不散的宴席 可这一场宴席我足足吃了3个月
能遇到我稀饭他他也稀饭我的人儿们
我就该偷笑了
坦白说 其实也够本了
当初实习的第一个星期就犯贱了（oops!
我心挂挂 心一直往金宝飘
想念校园的老师、想念校园的人儿、想念1456、想念佛学会、想念善缘、想念在湖边谈心谈到狂打八百个哈欠却还舍不得滚回家睡的那些年、想念.........
（心虚（（好啦其实重点是想念那里的食物好吗!!!!!!!!!!
现在呢
我却又不想走了


原本只想好好地把工作做好
然后赶快离开这个空气很糟糕又一直塞车又空气很糟糕又一直塞车又空气很糟糕又一直塞车又空气很糟糕又一直塞车的城市
但是我却认识了几个朋友 享受到大家的关爱和温暖
看见了我这辈子可能都没什么机会看见的
尝到了喜怒哀乐甜酸苦辣咸的滋味
上了堂宝贵的社会课 获益良多、受益匪浅（yier 好狗腿哦我-  -
从此对人生又多了一份感悟
对我来说 还能说我不赚到吗
恩
其实真的已经是赚到了的。


每个人虽然都活在同一片天空下
却来自不同的家庭 有着不同的生活背景
看似一个平行的时空 却因为一些原子震动而产生了交集
可能只是短暂的几分钟、几天、几个月、几个月、几年、甚至是几十年
但对于每一个人来说 这是一个特别的际遇
仿佛乘着一辆火车 遇见了些谁
下一站 走了; 然后又有些谁 上车了
反反复复的相遇和离别
反反复复的相遇和离别
反反复复的相遇和离别。
似乎 人生就像是场际遇。一场花开的际遇 淡淡的 一切都是淡淡的。
在自己的路线上
有些是亲人 有些是朋友 有些是过客
但又有些会是谁呢
命里有时终须有 命里无时莫强求（?）
世界每分每秒都在改变 而我们永远也无法保持永恒
人生如此 生活如此 情感亦如此
月亮圆缺转换 明暗轮回；
曲终人散 悲欢离合的转换
到最后呀却谁也逃不过那座荒丘。


SHIT啦 大白天的依什么墨啦 好好的不行哦 真是的 上班去啦!

话说
我们好久没见面了
离开后 你有你自己的朋友圈子 我也有我的
现在见面的时间却少到没有
就.....突然间感慨涌上心头
我们再见面时还会有话说吗
还是其实你已经忘记我了
我没忘了你 真的
只是大家你没联系我我也没联系你就这样吧
好吧... 其实说到底
朋
友
就
我
真
的
想
你
了
。