Wednesday, 17 October 2012

I was just sitting right beside you, but seems like I wasn't there.
You talk so much to another side of your friends that I can't get a word in edgeways.
You might assume that I was in a bad mood so you dare not to talk to me, but what I want to let you know is, I wasn't in a bad mood. Instead, my mood was spoiled because of your attitude.
I know sometimes people cannot always get back to you right away. I understand it and I'm fine with it.
But when someone I know well is obviously ignoring me, I get anxiety attacks.
Have I done anything wrong to you? What should I do in order to please you so that you talk back to me? Or why you talk so much to them that I can't even get a look-in?
Seriously I get tired to guess this and that in order to catch your mind.
Perhaps I should just tell myself, if you ignore me, I'll ignore you. If you don't start the conversation, we won't talk. If you don't put in the effort, why should I?

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